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Ex Inferis
04:42
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Choking, sputtering
Mumbled, my words come out
Pierced, forcing language
Tormented, I cannot speak or
Relate an enunciated vowel
I am suffocating on their blood
And I can see them
I can see the fucking worms
Can you see
Them crawling out of my fucking hands
The voices say
One thing we must do is hide all of the children's bodies
The despair seen in their faces
Was not enough to prevent me from my horrific actions
Choking, sputtering
Mumbled, their words come out
Slit, along their bellies
And tied up to drain the fluids
Forcing the others to watch as I begin to manipulate my own
There must be a way of escaping from this cage
There must be a path of escape out of this grave
Feeding the urges in my skull
Feeling the worms inside of my palms
There must be a way to be forgiven for this
There must be a way to be shown some grace
Forgive me father for I have no shame in this place
Choking, sputtering
Pierced, forcing language
Tormented, he cannot speak or
Beg me to end his rancid existence
He is clawing
He is clawing his way to a throne
In hell
Dragged through mud
To their final resting place
Where they will not speak or
Be able to tell on me
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2. |
Inert Gas Asphyxiator
02:50
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As I have chosen
Long before they had a say
Long before they could have
Chosen to pray for me
I will huff and wheeze
No one to please
Except for my sick fantasy
Of them looking up to me
Of them gazing upon me
My family
I will leave them to dismay
As they will suffer a similar fate
As they will live in the shadow of my disgrace
I regret these final moments
But with weakening cognizance
And sentience fading
I struggle to turn the key
I grasp onto my knees
As I huff and wheeze
I ask for my family to forgive me
And for God to show me mercy
Burned
I grasp, my lungs are
Quickly collapsing under the
Pressure of my deceit
I bow down and beg to Christ
To not let my loved ones pursue me
To follow down the same path as me
For being the one crippled with the disease
Have chosen to abandon my family
A selfish cry for attention
That could be punished eternally
I forgive
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Vile Manipulation
04:05
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A gaping wound
Filled with pus and shit
That has been seeping for days
I tell no one, I mend it myself
An endeavor as futile as this
As the flies surround
And leave their children to hatch inside of me
An infectious wound
That will continue to spread
Not self inflicted
I inherit this from years of neglect
An answer so simple
As breaking my neck
But why harm myself when I can remove the source of my pain
As I reach for the blade
To remove the limbs
Before this reaches my heart and brain
No one will know what they thought in the end
Just a vile manipulator meeting their maker
An answer so simple
As breaking my neck
But why harm myself when I can remove the source
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